"awak ni xmoden la!"

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Tibe2 hari nie...teringat satu kejadian beberapa bulan yang lepas...seriously, i rase peristiwa nie sangat lawak...hohoho..
camni kesahnya....beberapa bulan yg lepas...ade la sorang member nie contact i...kitorang actually da 10tahun  ++  la lost contact...last jumpe mse darjah 4 dulu...first2 kitorang terjumpa kt fb...xingat la plak sape add sape dulu...tp tu xpenting la...so, kitorang pun selalu la chat kt fb...pada mulanya i really xsangka, he was my old frenz..sebab mse kecik2 dulu...badan dia sangat kurus kering...pemalu + pendiam...not expected...dia akan membesar n transform menjadi seorang jejaka yg  hensem n macho + tinggi + peramah plak sekarang....paling xtahan...badan dia da berketul2 cam fahrin ahmad skang...tp still xdapat menandingi fahrin ahmad la.. .hehehe..masa tu terpk gak...uish..rugi xtackle dia dulu...kuang3...

so,dari berfb..ktorang tukar fon no....slalu msg2 plak..topik biasa la...hal2 semasa..kenangan2 zaman budak2...i actually bukan biasa sgt msg2 or borak2 kosong ngan dak laki...bukan nk perasan baik..tp ntah la...rse xselesa..n terbatas..sebab .xsemua cerita leh share n open ngan orang lelaki nie sebenarnye...seriously, setengah jam pertama...leh tahan lg chat or msg...then minit2 berikutnya..i akan mati kutu..xtau nk borak pasal ape lg...kalu col, 10 minit je kot leh tahan...pastu lebih rela jd pendengar setia jer...hihi..
ops..sambung cerita...pastu satu hari tu dia minta izin nk call...so borak2 sekejap je la...tp xbyk kali pun kitorang borak kt fon...sebab kadang i xangkat...ye la pukul 2-3 pg kot...byk lg benda faedah leh buat...yg i boring nye dia nie...sgt 'mulut manis'..rase rimas n annoyying sebab i bkn yg jenis yg suka sebarang2 orang lelaki puji...sebab xrase dorang ikhlas dgn pujian dorang tu..n satu hal lg...dia nie..dr chat lg...asyik dok tanye...am i available @ not....oh,bosan nye...
then, cerita lawaknye bermula...oneday tu..dia col...borak2 cam bese la...then dia tnye..
"dok kL slalu kuar kL x??" i ckp la..."selalu gak kuar time weekend..tp mostly kuar ngan kakak...xpun ajak adik lelaki yg kt SAS tu..kalu x kuar ngan kwn2 perempuan je la".. pastu dia tanye lagi..."ngan kawan lelaki pernah kuar x??" i ckp je la...kalu ngan kwn lelaki yg paling rapat @ jiran lelaki sebelah umah (jiran dari kecik lg) pernah la kuar....tp tu pun kuar ramai2 la...nk kuar dua2 memang xkan la....kalu kita nk jumpa pun...sy ajak kakak or kawan teman kot..."jawab i kat dia... sebab before tu dia pernah ajak jumpa...pastu, seriously tau x dia jawab ape???
dia kata "ohh..awak nie...xmoden la"...lembutnye nada dia..tp cukup kuat berdentum hati  nie....xtertelan air liur aku mase tu...what???i yg xmoden???adakah bebas keluar ngan lelaki , pkai baju xcukup kain, party sana sini yg ko kira moden?????????? oh rosak2...tp nk tergelak sebenarnye...bahasa yg dia guna tu...ckp la aku nie old school ke...x up to date ke...nie ckp aku xmoden....adoi...hehehe... mybe xlawak bagi orang laen...tp ayat dia sangat lawak bagi aku...asal aku tgk perkataan moden...msti teringat kt dia....hahhaha...skang ktorang langsung xcontct da....nyah ko dari idup aku..daaaa~~

*biarlah i kuno n xmoden di mata manusia....asal i sentiasa moden n up to date di mata Allah....i lebih rela jadi seorang ygg xmoden...n berharap oneday,i will get jodoh yg xmoden cam i...biarlah ko moden ngan cara ko...

 

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i'm a slave...

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I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
I get blinded by anger and
Lose my temper
Causing danger
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
I wear my pride on my sleeve
When I walk down the street
Careful as you greet
A slight I may perceive
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
Wealth seduces
Entices into vices
Questionable deeds
And shady devices
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
Beauty beguiles
Possessiveness reviles
Lust defiles
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
Power Craving
Hunger Making
Lowers my sensing
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
Attacked by temptation
Devilish persuasion
Internal Excitement
And
External Enticement
Cos
I’m only human,
So full of sin,
A slave.
…But…
I’m also one of the chosen
Able to reason
with
Kindness
Compassion
A slave
I can swallow my pride
Fight a good fight
Bow down and pray
Give loving praise
A slave
I was born to worship
Supplicate
And
Prostrate
A slave
I may be human
So full of sin
But
I’m only my Creator’s humble slave
And
That makes me brave
A slave.



"We have certainly created man in the best of stature, then We return him to the lowest of the low , except for those who believe and do righteous deeds, for they will have a reward uninterrupted, so what yet causes you to deny the Recompense?? " (95 : 4-8)


 

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